Sunday, December 07, 2003
SOOO It's down to a wake up!!! A single wake up!! Am I ready for this??? YES!! I am sooo ready!!! Am I nervous?? Scared?? HELL YES!!!! Am I gonna be able to do this?? Yes I am - it's gonna be tough but I know the boys and I will all the better by 300% for it... there will be changes, the boys will learn new, proper rules and behavior eventually but we will be improving for the better... But it will be hard to readjust our schedules and re-learn alot of how the house runs.... Of course most that won't start until E moves out which will HOPEFULLY be the end of the month... After tomorrow - where there are no formal ties anymore until he leaves will be an entirely new experience - uncharted territory.... and that alone scares the crap out of me.... But I will survive... and tomorrow is the first day of the rest of my life... Til next time...
